Procrastination

My appointment with the speech therapist go postponed, I'm supposed to let my mom know so she can reschedule it, but I don't want to go so I'm fighting with myself over when I'll bring it up.

I've been feeling really useless lately. I'm kind of waiting for my dad to get mad at me for never doing anything, but it's so hard to feel motivated. I keep putting everything off until tomorrow, but tomorrow never comes.

I've been trying to make friends on World of Warcraft so that I can kind of socialize without all the communication problems or having to deal with the social anxiety but it's kind of hard. So I keep playing and keep wondering when my dad will get mad at me for never doing anything important.