Envy

I've been spending a lot of time lately wishing I was someone else. There's, like, a holy trinity of geek girls who have made their careers doings exactly what I want to do and never will. I saw Veronica Belmont's flicker last night and flipped through some of her pictures of herself being all cute. It made me jealous because I don't take pictures or know how to post them or have anyone that would want to see them once they were uploaded, and she's way cuter than me anyway. Felicia Day and Olivia Munn are also on my list, they both always look like they're having fun doing what they do. I've also tweeted that I want to be Emily Haines, but that will never happen.

I guess I have no direction in my life, but I have this hero worship where I see all the things that people have done and feel like I'll never be able to do that. I wouldn't even know where to get started, and I have to work within my limitations.